Tyqah Bulzay

Hey yaw readers. I've move on to tumblr.

2010-03-26T22:00:00.001+08:00

Check this out!

2010-03-13T00:14:00.000+08:00

http://sexcyanip13.tumblr.com/page/8
She is so effing cool!

Burn in hell.

2010-03-12T21:15:00.000+08:00

The days I spend have been pretty lifeless actually. Nothing much I could do rather than freaking going to school. School is fucking boring when I have to see people I wish I'd never knew in life. They make my life even miserable. I wish this I wish that. Alright, I wish I never knew this people. All I want is a freedom in life to do whatever I wish I could do. Not bothering on whoever is making me feel uneasy in and out. Sooner or later the aliens will come to a stop. I wouldn't wanna elaborate on this matter cause' it might bother some people. So long suckaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Ha ha! Okay, burn in HELL as I can say.

Lightning Thief. Just watched it with family.

2010-03-05T20:28:00.003+08:00

I know its been awhile since I updated my blog. Restrictions that I faces through everyday that restrict me to go online. Well, national exams this year I have to 'settle up' with. Pressure of revising and all. Ha ha! But whatever, I'm here am I? (= Miss updating bout my "wonderful miserable" life with you guys. I can't exactly explain it all out here on the cyber world as its so very personal. Alright, talking bout watching that movie, it was totally awesome! Hot leading actor. Oh God, *melting* here. A photo of him at the TOP. He's even hotter than JUSTIN DREW BIEBER. Sorry to all his fans. ;)

Finally I'm back.

2010-02-16T21:30:00.000+08:00

I've been MIA for awhile. Can't go online for days coz' of some reason. If you were to ask, how's my V-day. I would say I don't celebrate as I'm a Muslim. For the Lunar New Year, I received Hang-bao and 'collected' 60plus for the eve. How grateful and nice they are. (= God bless you and your family always. Frankly, I have no idea on what more to share. Will come back soon alright. Nights!

2010-02-07T00:43:00.002+08:00

Quote: People are to be loved and things are to be used. But what is happening in today's world is that, people are used and things are loved. From my perspective, I find it true because I feel that I am used by someone. Please be reminded that I am ALSO a human being. Which has feelings. If you're selfish, go suck some balls.

2010-02-07T00:41:00.000+08:00

Current PM: I feel like you're using me. Please DON'T FIND me if you need ears to spear. Bitch, I'm gonna give you hell on Earth.

Outdated.

2010-02-07T00:19:00.001+08:00

Taking photos with that international finger is so last season. Heh, was viewing a photo of my junior and saw her posing that way. Totally last season. Grow up small fry. Ha ha ha ha!

It was fun but tiring.

2010-02-06T21:36:00.002+08:00

Today was fun. Went cycling with my uncle and cousin. Firstly I was expecting it to be boring. Cycled from Tampines to East Coast. My first thought was, wow so far sia. After experiencing that, it was totally fun, awesome I can say. Its even faster to cycle to East Coast with a bike rather than sitting in car and wait for the traffic to turn GREEN. I am still tired after that. My legs cramp and still is. I was ahead of my uncle & cousin although it was my first time cycling that far. Proud of myself. Hehehehe. Alright, the fun part was.. Theres these group of couples walking real slow and I did a motor sound for them to give way to cyclist. It was damn hilarious but I tried to maintain my cool and laugh later. And what I saw was, the guy was touching his GF's ass. Like oh my God, molester! But the girl didn't mind so its their business. (=

2010-02-06T00:55:00.000+08:00

Quote: 'The only logical reason for people talking behind your back is because you're already ahead of them'.

2010-02-06T00:49:00.001+08:00

I was trying my best and still is to maintain my anger, repulsive comments on others. All these while, I've been hiding stuffs from you and I will have mental illness if I don't confront you personally. Oh God, how immature can you get? If you hate people to bitch about you, please don't start that. I am a STRAIGHT-FORWARD person and I will accept criticism and positive remarks. I'm NOT a SENSITIVE person. Which I am referring that to you. You are WAY TOO SENSITIVE that everyone has to take good care of your "golden heart". Please GROW UP.

Is it?

2010-02-06T00:31:00.000+08:00

Is that really true? Anyone with knowledge here? (=

Haish.

2010-02-05T22:55:00.002+08:00

Theres these thing I wanna highlight. Generally, YOU SHOULD KNOW WHATS THE MEANING OF A PUBLIC PLACES. I'm not sure how you was brought up, but I'm pretty sure all humans know the meaning of a word called, manners. How can you girls have no manners in public? Shouting like a mad women, trying to attract others' attention. Whats your motive? Trying to act big fuck in a group? Please, I personally think that when you're alone, you tend to have manners and wouldn't dare to do all these nonsense. It doesn't make sense. If you're a Muslim, please act like one. Have a choice of your own in life. Don't follow on others' too much. I can't express much personally to that certain people but know yourself better. Thanks for reading! Muahhhh.

Good night! Rest well people. (=

2010-01-30T00:31:00.002+08:00

Its time for me to end my blogging till here. Half an hour more to one o'clock. Good night to anyone who read my blog. Rest well! (= (= (=

Mad woman.

2010-01-30T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hehe, got this from someone else blog. Through Singapore law, spot someone like this, you would probably be in the news, summons, summons and summons. Hahahahahah!

Wake up to a meaningful morning.

2010-01-30T00:23:00.001+08:00

Rise and shine. The next morning, you'll probably spot drools on that comfy pillow. LMAO! Don't forget theres some on your cheeks. Hehe. I said all these probably because I'm shockingly still awake till now. (=

Forgiveness.

2010-01-29T23:41:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you forgive people simply because you still want them in your life. Yes, true that. It happened to everyone. Of course you couldn't forgive and forget, but it only happen to some minority, if I'm right to say. Hmm, how could you actually forget what the person did to you? It also takes time to simply forgive him/her. The reason you care, you would easily let everything go by forgiving. Who would wanna end up in hell? God knows. All I have to say is, do forgive one another. After all, we're humans. Lotsa imperfections.

What you shitheads want?

2010-01-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

I seriously don't bother much, couldn't careless. What did I fucking do that bother you people's life? All I could think of is, starting the year fresh, find fault later. LOL! -.- Stalk me here, on facebook or twitter. I DON'T BOTHER! If only there is really a "fuck you" button, I would relate that to you. Nights to whoever reading my blog. (= *Apologies for the vulgars. Can't stand it.

Torture in mind.

2010-01-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

Schools cocked up. Assignments here and there. _|_ Some teachers are mentally torturing us. Argh! Shitheads. Asshole. What more? I just can't bother much. CPA lesson, I freaking didn't know what to do. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! EBS, coursework fucking lots. Its a prep work though. The teachers is just making us feel more nervous. Like come on, in the end, where do we end up to? The place where people look down to, where you could easily get influence or rather you're the one influencing others. Frankly, thats what I thought. I could be wrong, or you, prove me wrong. Talking bout the first few weeks of school, it shucks alot! Torturing with lotsa works. Mentally challenging us for the National Exam and for your information, weekends are the days to rest, quality time with families & resting our mind. Not fucking doing homeworks! _|_ _|_ I give you double for that. How worse could it fucking be? -.-

Hating stuff to make yourself look interesting is not interesting.

2010-01-24T00:05:00.000+08:00

Yes, I truly agree to that. Somehow it does make sense. Isn't it?

Interesting stools.

2010-01-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

Found it online, but of course!

I'm weird coz' I'm different?

2010-01-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

Was reading through someone's blog and it inspired me, really. Theres so many inspirational stuffs you get to acknowledge. I wish I could do that somewhere near the future, maybe? But who'll get inspired by what I share here? Who knows. LOL. Really, I have nothing much to share but a lil' something. Hmm, I'm weird coz' I wanna be plum, when everyone else planning to diet. Why does this mentality of mine are set to be like that? No one knows. Alright, maybe someone that could help? But who? Who? Tell me. How am I suppose to change this mentality of mine to think positive? *Bangs head on keyboard* Anyone out there has any tips on growing fat easily? Haha. Nights all. I have nothing to share anymore. Have a goodnight sleep and rest well. (=

Charity For The Disabled.

2010-01-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

Today was a really tiring for all who did the donation for the disabled. Out from home at 12plus, went to the bus stop to hop on bus number 17 straight to the Pasir Ris Interchange to meet the others. We have to complete six hours 'collecting' donations around Pasir Ris area. In the end, didn't collect much. I'm too tired of typing. Did English homework just now. My hand are sore. Not too much of what we did but the though of being there means alot. (=

What do you think I am?

2010-01-22T22:08:00.001+08:00

Generally, a reminder to all readers and whoever knows me. Why must you find me when you're feeling bored and need someone to be there for you? I don't mind to listen to all probs you're suffering but I do need some space of my own as I'm also a human being like all of you. At times I do feel used. Its a really bad feeling to be used and I truly know that most of you hate that. What more could I say? Just to let all of you know how I felt these days. It won't change anything though. :/

Huhuhu, finally I'm back. (=

2010-01-08T20:36:00.000+08:00

Been "busy" with school. hehe. Can't online for weekdays. (= (= (=

Just Felt That Way.

2009-12-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

Oh God, why do I always feel that I won't live long? Each day, I will always feel that something's bad is gonna happen and You'll take my life just like that. Every night, I'll never fail to think that what if I won't be able to wake up the next morning. Oh God, if You wanna take my life away, let me 'clear' my sins to the people that I've offended and especially You. Hope You'll allow me to live longer. I fear of Your punishment and everything You could do to me. Why do I feel that way everyday? Is it true that I'm not gonna live longer? And why every night I'm gasping for air? Its hard for me to breathe. Oh God, I'm not ready to face You. Please listen to me God, listen to every prayer I recite. I truly am not ready to face You as I'm too afraid of Your punishments. I guess I don't have to repeat that. I know You're listening. Please allow me to live longer. I'll learn to appreciate everyday of my life and not forgetting You. I can't promise but I'll try. Amin.

The Oprah Winfrey Show XX|||- 27

2009-12-16T20:26:00.000+08:00

I watched the show on Monday(14.Dec.09) and i got inspired by that. I cried after watching a few chapters of someone else's life. How should I share.. Hmm well, kids/children/babies inspired me so much. Someone gave birth to a 'special' child but they called them the 'miracle' baby. They taught me enough how to actually appreciate life as it is. You should watch it(although its already over), I could not share that well or you wouldn't feel how i felt. The last story was about a baby named Eliot, a baby boy who was diagnosed with a disease called cancer. Unfortunately, he only survived ninety-nice days. Each day is celebrated with his lovely parents. They took three thousand photos of him for that ninety-nice days. With God blessings, his mum is now pregnant. However, Eliot is a wonderful child and a miracle baby, and of course will always be special to them. Thats what I could only share. Hope you'll appreciate life as it is. Thats about it. Thanks for reading! Wish you luck and God bless.

Miserable Life

2009-12-16T20:04:00.000+08:00

Damn life's a bitch at times. Devastated, no one wants me. If have, they would just walked away like that. Oh God, if I'm not meant to be with anyone, I'll accept it, but at least let someone walk into my life with full surprises and show some love to me. I'm just sad that everytime someone walks in, he'll go that easily. What's wrong with me? What's not right in me? God, what else will you take away from me? I'll pray for the best for everything that comes to me. I'll always love you for whatever happens God but at least allow me to taste happiness. Maybe theres something good behind all these. I don't know, but I'll leave it all up to You God. However, I want a little freewill for my life. Allow me for that. Amin.

At last!

2009-12-11T23:37:00.000+08:00

Got myself a new Toshiba NB200. Wooo, it has a nice keyboard. So freaking excited!

Last Minute.

2009-12-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

Last minute decision is fucking making me headache. On Friday(which is today), I could not decide and make a choice. I could not decide to actually go along with my aunt's decision to just withdraw 100 bucks for re-pairment for my laptop which my uncle gave to me or another decision which was made by my other aunt to actually buy a brand new one. Oh God, can't freaking decide. Oh man oh man.

But in the end, my aunt called me. Just at the right timing? Okay, before I reach to my other aunt's place, she called and asked how much I withdraw, as well as telling me about a laptop that she saw which was having a sale. I got so happy. I made my way back to the bus stop to get to the nearest bank. The nearest i could get was Whitesands coz' I was at Pasir Ris. But the weather weak me out. It was so freaking hot. I was perspiring very badly. Haha! Oh ya, with a long sleeves on, I was like going crazy! But for the sake of getting a laptop. Never had it in my entire life! After 15years, Alhamdullilah. Thank Allah S.W.T for all the things he gave me. But if we stop worshipping Him, he could just take everything back anytime. That fears me. I was told by my dad when I visited him just now at eight plus in the morning. Huhuhu, I've typed so long, hands getting sore, actually no, my shoulders pain. Like so much! I will update on the routine of my life of someone elses' life soon. Bye now!

Ready to Mingle!

2009-12-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

Currently not dating anyone right now. He's engaged without me knowing. Told me after a week it happened. Saying, he'll tell me if he were to meet me in person. Well, wish him good luck and God bless. But whatever to think about it. Theres plenty of fishes out there, just have to find the right one. Well, Good Luck Dude! But i'm a lil' disappointed and devastated.

Sunday. Actually, its Monday.

2009-11-30T00:13:00.000+08:00

Hmm, blog is what i'll always do now. What else could i do? Facebook? No one ever bother to talk to me. Lifes really a bitch!

A fan of these people. Theres few others but lazy to upload more.

2009-11-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

BORED!

2009-11-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

Fucking bored now man. Nothing much to do. Waiting, waiting and waiting for Tiz Zaqyah to call but she didn't. Maybe shes busy. Argh, i'm not gonna put high hopes about it anymore. Bored waiting and seriously have nothing to do now. Haish, lifes a bitch at times. What else can i do. Whats next. Hmm, planning to go out tomorrow? Listening to Miley Cyrus's song now. That doesn't entertain me though. Uhh anyway, Emily Osmen approved me on facebook. So happy. Haha.

Feel so bad man.

2009-11-27T17:11:00.000+08:00

I just broke my bro's watch. Omg, feel freaking guilty man. ;(

Nur Kasih

2009-11-27T15:28:00.000+08:00

Watching Nur Kasih now on youtube. Didn't watch the first episode so yeah.

Eid Mubarak.

2009-11-27T11:58:00.000+08:00

Today is Eid Mubarak for all the Muslims out there. On this day, we sacrifice the goat by reciting & cutting the neck. Something like that. Not sure how to explain it but it goes like that. Hmmm., wish all of you a HAPPY EID MUBARAK. Or in Malay, SELAMAT HARRI RAYA AIDILADHA. (=

CB! -.-

2009-11-27T11:57:00.001+08:00

People, ignore the fucking song there. Tried to upload but it came out like that! Mother Fucker siaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Failed

2009-11-25T21:39:00.000+08:00

Went to a job interview yesterday. But unfortunately I failed.

Job Interview On Tuesday(24th Of November 09)

2009-11-23T21:53:00.000+08:00

Probably, going for a job interview tomorrow to earn a lil' bit of cash to buy myself a new laptop. You would probably ask why am i MIA lately. Erm, i couldn't go online for a week coz' didn't attend to the last lesson of my religious class. Thats my punishment. Hmm, learned from it. I passed my test for the class though. This year is our last year for 'Madrasah' and we graduated already. But then it will not come to an end. We have to go for a 'Pre-Diploma' for two years and then we head on to 'Diploma' for two to three years. Hmm, thats about it. ;)

OCH

2009-11-23T21:35:00.000+08:00

Went to Old Changi Hospital with family yesterday night right after we went to the beach. It was Sunday to be exact. Totally forgotten the exact time. Didn't expect my uncle to drive in. Been wanting to go there and asking him to drive us in but he always rejected my request. It blew me down till now. It was effing awesome! Dark in there, obviously. Psk!

Double Date on Sunday [=

2009-11-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

Let the photos do the talking. Anyway, we got over an NC16 show! Megan Fox is fucking HOT! I'll upload more tomorrow. Gonna get off the lappy by 11. :(

Some 'syiok sendiri' photos. Basically out with cousin for that day.

2009-10-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

Photos with Nabilah Tang. (=

2009-10-31T23:14:00.000+08:00

Out with Umaimah & Cuzzy.

2009-10-31T23:00:00.001+08:00

We basically went to Bugis then Vivo to find something that Umaimah wanted to buy. In the end, she bought nothing. But we did enjoy the moments. (=

Went out with cuzzy that day.

2009-10-31T22:54:00.000+08:00

Nothing much for what we did, but took some photos. Let the photos do the talking.

Ate clams with family! Yummy.

2009-10-31T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm, just finished with the clams. Its effing delicious. Here are one of the example.

Still up though.

2009-10-31T00:34:00.000+08:00

OhmyGod, listening to the radio now. The horror programme started few minutes ago. Damn scary! A story told by 'Kak Salmah'.. She experienced a lady scouting down. While she walk passed, she smelled something so smelly. She saw that "women" smelled a kotex used by someone & licked it. Eww! Gross. Tell you more some day. Concentrating on it now...

Dating an Arab guy now. (=

2009-10-31T00:26:00.000+08:00

Basically, 'in love' with an Arab guy name Syed Muhammed Fahmi. If you look at him, you wouldn't believe he's 21. He's like 6years older than me. :D Will be going on a 'double date' this Sunday. With cuzzy & her date, Sherwin, 18years-old dude. We'll grab photos at 'Hort Park'. I'll upload them soon aite? ;)

Friday Night.

2009-10-31T00:08:00.000+08:00

Still up though. Watched 'Nur Kasih Behind The Scene'. Slept at 11plus in the afternoon. Basically was home from school at about 11.05am.. Slept until 5plus. Then slept again till 8-9plus. That's what i'll always do when theres nothing much i could do. Woke up at night then watched 'Nur Kasih' as i've said. Aunt gave me permission to go online so i blog. Will stay up late tonight to catch my all time favourite programme on Malay radio channel. Its about a horror stories. I'll try to find the photos now. Sorry, tried to find but no photos though.

Its already 11:53PM on a Friday night.

2009-10-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

From Bugis Street to Arab Street for shiesha. :D

2009-10-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

Met Shaz's friends. One guy & a girl. Waited for the guy for quite some time. They smoked for awhile while waiting. Was bored waiting, so Shaz & I snapped a photo.
I'll post the other photos...

Was in school with the babes. (=

2009-10-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

Friday(30/10/2009)

2009-10-30T09:38:00.000+08:00

Hmm, in com lab now. Kinda bored so i blog. Haha. Having Music Discovery now though. Its f. boring!~ But we get to use the internet for awhile. (=